Curves again

So, curves was fun but it is too far from my house...I suppose I could use any excuse not to go but really, they moved from close to my house to far....
There was also, in the month that I went, 5 different trainers that had their last day. If turnover is that high can it be that good?

Do you think

if I cut out sugar and white flour temporarily that I will lose some weight?

Curves

I have a free month and started this morning. Anyone tried this and does it work?

I think I am realizing something

I am just gaining and gaining instead of losing and losing like I want to. I know I am an emotional eater but just realized last night how much of it has to do with my kids. Munchkins transition to Kindergarten, my transition to not having her at home all day, Little Mans diagnosis, looking at the future and not knowing if I am doing enough. I like to think I have dealt with my past issues fine but they probably won't be completely resolved until I speak to the person that caused them to let him know he is forgiven.
Then again, maybe I just have the fat virus...where is that cure again?

One Step At A Time

I had a friend visit today and she told me she was addicted to going to the gym and that the entire family is in on it now.

I want that back. I had that last winter, but haven't been to the gym in months.

So, tonight, I packed my gym bag. Everything I need. I'm not gonna pretend I am going to go for sure, but I figure packing the bag is a start.

I'm so tired of being tired. I want to have energy, be vibrant (in spirit), be happy.

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How do I?

Get back on track. My vacation is over, my parents leave tommorow and all I want to do is sleep for 3 days.

LOL!

Why?

Why haven't I posted in awhile? Oh every ounce I have lost has made it's way back on to my body. Ugh, can't someone just wave a magic wand and make me skinny?